2 Years back my lovely Dog BESSI died in my Paws. When i think about this, my Tears running again.

sleep well i will NEVER forget you !

2 Jahre ist es nun her, als BESSI in meinen armen einschlief. Jedesmal wenn ich daran denke, rollen die Tränen heute noch.

Schlafe ruhig, ich werde Dich niemals vergessen.

http://www.germanywolf.de/old/Bessi.flv

sometimes i go into relax phases...than i close my Eyes and go to a Trip of Nature.

This Music......transport me into a dark Forrest.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3RxxNFMMN_o

manchmal habe ich relax Phasen.....dann schliesse ich meine Augen und begebe mich auf eine Resie durch die Natur.

Diese Musik bringt mich in einen dunklen Wald.

so enjoy...

geniesst es...

Hello again,

last Year in November, the first Therian Meet ever starts at a very little Island called: HALLIG HOOGE in North Sea.

The Meet was amazing and we had much good Time there.

looking forward to arrange the Therian Meet vol. 2 ...and the Adventure will continue again.

Hrwoff together.....

GEOCACHING.....Thats my new found Hobby.

i spend my free Time in several Forrests to search Geocaches. I see so much Locations.

I like it very much !

here is a short Video from me and my 2 Were Friends, while we discover the Altmühltal in Bavaria.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffw7AWwPOGA

Hello again....

well last Week i had the BEST Week from my Life, since a long Time.

I visit a very good Were - Friend in Austria.

we climb the Hills.....and make Snowballs in the middle of Summer ...and the Best Thing was....

.....to be ....to live in the Middle of a Huskypack........

that was amazing.....the silence and the humanless Area there......dreamfull.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWvlLuwmIk8

http://www.projectswole.com/weight-training/werewolf-training-a-weightlifting-routine-to-gain-muscle/#routine

it Works !!!

Hrwoff,

long long Time its ago, while i post my last entry.

but i try to write more here.

right now we have 2010....so what a my targets for this Year.

in January i think it`s Time to change my Life again. i have decided to loose all my weight and my fat. so i start a very hard program in fitness-center. ...and i change my eating habits.

the start of it all was very very hard...but right now it began to be fun.

the first 8 Kilos i loose. my Target till Summer is 20 Kilos and to the End of the Year 40 Kilos. i start with 158 Kilo. every Months i take a Picture from me and in the End of this Year i will post all pics.

i have a inspiring example. it`s a Picture from a very Powerful Werewolf which have so much muscles. thats the Reason for the Fitness-Center....
i feel the Power they will become my Body. i feel every muscle growing.

it`s a wonderful feeling to become a Werewolf Muscles :)

...and here some Updates about my Own House, what a rebuild.


- all Windows and Doors was built-in
- all Rooms has cement under-flooring
- the electrical Installation was almost ready
- at the Loft the first room is ready....needs only to laminate

this Year i will make the cellar

i will try to post pics here.

thats it from me Weres outside.

see you !

Hrwoff...

2009 ...a hopeful Year i think.

the first days in january was horrible and i think...ohno..what a start, but the next Days would be better and better.

Today i think...all things goes the right way. My persistant Fight for better Life, after cutting from my Pack, show me the first results.

When i think about my suicide for 3 Years, so i realize thats the wrong way. Werewolves are so powerful to manage that and live again.
...we are lone Fighters !

Some really good Friends helped me till today, to manage my new start of Life.

it`s the first year after the misery where i can say, this Year starts the rebuild of my own House again *wags* last Weekend i visit my House and going with deep minds into that. When i closed my Eyes in there, i see all things ... a burning fireplace ... a Laptop who will controll the House-Bus System ... my Kitchen with a big fridge and a little TFT Screen ... a baking ofen with blue lightning LCD Display ... a natural stoned floor with underfloor heating ... and when i look into my Garden i see 2 sweet cherry trees and some other fruit trees....

and around the little village are so much forrests, where you can hear the real Wolves howl.

but right now back to reality....right now i sit in dirty Frankfurt am Main in a big office and manage Serversystems.

greets to all friends out there.....ill be sure...anything will do !

...die Ausgeglichenheit die mir die Wandlung gibt ist schnell verbraucht.

Einige Stunden nach dem letzten Shifting ist Sie wieder da. Die gähnende Leere in mir.

Die Sorgen, die Probleme, die Ängste, die Einsamkeit.

man sagt: "jeder ist seines eigenen Glückes Schmidt" ich spreche dem nur teilweise zu.

viele einsame Stunden verbringe ich vor der Nähmaschine oder meiner Lötstation, zusammen mit einem Glas schottischem Whiskey und öden werbedurchflutetem Fernsehprogramm.

Abend für abend vergeht...sinnlose Zeit...Zeit der Einsamkeit. Schmerzen verdrängt und Tränen weggewischt.

euer
Werewolf